Green Tea-ed!

That's my 40th Cup

Can't believe I have finished some 50-odd packets of Green Tea in almost 2 months.

I used to hate Green Tea flavor, but if you really want to do something, you do that no matter what.

It also works if you're planning on losing weight :P I have lost significantly, not telling you how much.

Wait, I can't say for sure there is a correlation between the two, cuz there were many more things which I did alongside having green tea.

Nevertheless, it works.

Ok, Bye Bye. 

Food. Period!

Dieting and me? Never going to be possible. I don't know how people can resist food. and Here it's me, who is only thinking about food ALL the time.
My Mornings (also afternoons, evenings and every damn time) are filled with all sorts of planning for the food:

1. What to eat in the breakfast, 
2. What if I go hungry between breakfast and lunch-lemme pack some food for in-between the times
3. Lunch-has to be good-yeah, prepares and pack the night before
4. Post-lunch cravings-umm..have to go to the gym, so lemme eat and finish at least before 2 hours- lets pack some fruits, crunchies etc.
5. The coffee time around 5-ish. How can I have coffee just alone-time to bite some snacks. Feels good. Great
6. Post-Gym thoughts: I deserve good food. Yeah!
7. Dinner-makes awesome delicacies
8. Dessert
9. Bedtime: Umm, what I m gonna have for breakfast tomorrow...

zzzzzz

Repeat :-|

P.S: I don't know if its normal? Does everybody think about food often? 

One of those evenings

Literally, feel like banging my head right now against the computer screen. I am stuck on this simulation which is just not working, and I'm hungry as hell (in fact I am hungry since the morning: for the records- I had a proper breakfast, lunch, fruits (4 no.) and snacks, coffee, green tea), feel like just going to the terrace of a tallest building ever (and of course not jump), lie down, watch the stars while this song plays in the background:

Last few days of 2017

My First SnowFall in Philly. Dec 09, 2017

This year is on the verge of ending soon with promises, wishes, and dreams full for another year. Unlike all other years, I am not going to make any resolutions this year, because :

1. My resolutions pertaining to doing exercise and lose weight have always gone in vain. Hence, no futile attempts, anymore.
2. Plans of becoming sane, mature n all that. I think I am now that, already.
3. Plans for studying harder this year (the stupid ritual of mine, studying 5 mins before and after midnight of every 31st Dec). Please, not this time. Already, I am going to earn my doctorate soon.
4. Rather, I just plan to celebrate my New Year like I never did before.

Although I am not the person who likes to share his/her plan ahead of time (yeah, I 'm a little old school and believe sharing plans beforehand generally spoils it), let me share this time and see what happens. This New Year Eve, I am planning to celebrate in New York with my bunch of other Fulbright friends. It's actually gonna start from the evening of 25th on Christmas and continue until the 2nd of January. I am looking forward to that. Meanwhile, I will finish my pending stuff from this year and update you with a general overview of this year. I think this will be a good exercise, I would love to look back at it after, maybe, several years and Laugh!. 

Friends like family

Somewhere in Chicago

The connection and love you feel with your friends from the past are boundless. It's kind of an overwhelming feeling. Doesn't matter, whether it was your best friend, at some point in life or just your batch mate, whom you had few exchanges in a day, limiting to a Hi, Bye or How ya'doin? I just feel as if I have shared a beautiful phase of my life with him/her and you feel connected. Ya'll will never harm each other. Can't really explain what I wanna convey. Tch!

My school, UPenn :)

      All I know is that I am making tad too many promises while I am here in the U.S to meet and go out with my people from the past. I really hope I am able to fulfill them. I wanna go back as an improved person who is more organized, punctual, sober and logical. I hope I'll be able to do that. Maybe living on your own and this far from your peeps makes you realize the importance of people, relationships and in general, life.
As of now, I am just trying to work everything out as I had planned and enjoy as much of my experience here as I can  (and the rest will make for good stories, right?)

Currently, #HighOnLife :)

Just a song

Naina.. jo saanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.. bichad ke aaj ro diye hain yun
Naina.. jo milke raat jaagte the
Naina.. sehar mein palken meechte hain yun

Juda huve kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam
Milke chalenge hardum
Ab baant’te hain ye gham
Bheege naina.. jo sanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.. bichhad ke aaj ro diye hain yun

Saans hairaan hai
Mann pareshaan hai
Ho rahi si kyun ruaansa ye meri jaan hai

Kyun nirasha se hai
Aas haari huyi
Kyun sawaalon ka utha sa
Dil mein toofaan hai

Naina.. thhe aasmaan ke sitaare
Naina.. grahan mein aaj toot’te hain yun
Naina.. kabhi jo dhoop senkte thhe
Naina.. thehar ke chhaaon dhoondhte hain yun

Juda huye kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam
Milke chalenge hardum
Ab baant’te hain ye gham
Bheege naina.. jo sanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.. bichhad ke aaj ro diye hain yun

Seems a pretty sad song, isn't it? Yeah, but its a good one. And the most interesting thing is, I m enjoying the mature wali sadness. I never used to like such (sad) songs and the mature types of movies. But, as they say, there's a term called sweet pain. I am kinda enjoying that ;)

My story

No one can know my story,

I tell you that

No one can know me that well,

I promise you that

:)